夕阳无限好

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

没用的放纵

星期一交了FYP FIRST DRAFT, 从昨天始就放纵了两天, 是时候回到书本, 开始文习了. 今天根本没做到任何建设性的东西, 好在明天就要还 NOTES 给 ENHUI, 逼我必须今晚抄完笔记.
真内疚, 本来要去健身的, 到了最后还是懒惰... 真没用

Monday, March 29, 2010

工作

看到朋友都被邀去应征, 而我却连一个都没有... 心理不尽有点难过, 不平衡...

Friday, March 26, 2010

日子

伤心的过, 快乐的过, 还是要过.
焦虑担心未来, 不如期盼接受挑战.
时间滴滴答答的过, 从不重头也不重复.
别遗憾没珍惜, 别痛恨自己的过错.
学会放弃过去, 珍惜现在, 瞻望未来
只要不绝望, 就绝对有希望 !!!

阿嬤的話

哇, 有一阵子没有流泪了. 听了蕭煌奇的歌 "阿嬤的話", 情不自禁的流泪. 不知我为什么这么受影响, 我的两位奶奶都健在人世. 不过我每次听到这歌, 还是会受感动. 尤其听到它背后的故事, 更加体会要珍惜亲人, 以后后悔也是没用的.
小时候常去祖母家, 虽然她并不是象歌里面的阿妈, 但我还是爱她的. 遗憾的是现在我都没去阿妈家了, 而她现在行动也不方便. 想到这, 不免有一些遗憾与心酸...
不多说了. Enjoy this song " A song for grandmothers" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=an8kaGjzeKs&feature=quicklist

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

发现好久没 update blog le, 今天我不想做FYP, 就让我来 update 吧
刚刚听了江惠的家後, 还蛮喜欢那首歌的旋律. 虽然这是首福建歌, 也许很多人会说 "好UNCLE" 哦. 但我认为音乐不该分阶级, 每一种音乐都适合没个年龄层.
再来, 我听了WONDERGIRLS 的 NOBODY, 突然有种冲动想找所有MECH ENG 的朋友一起拍MV. 就想起朋友拍的 PSEUDOJUNIOR 一样.
想到可以和大伙儿一起齐心协力是挺兴奋的. 不过现在大家都忙着FYP, 这个梦想实现的机会是渺茫的.
下个星期有个 GRADUATION PHOTOSHOOT, 希望到时候能拉每个人到新大厦一起拍照. 做个美好的回忆.
以下是朋友 PSEUDOJUNIOR 的VIDEO
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2vieFvgKQ5o&feature=related

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

FRM INTERVIEW TO DILIGENCE

seeing that i have many friends being invited for interviews, i can't help but feel sad. especially when friends go for prestigious jobs like management trainees or jobs in dsta, i will feel envious and question my own ability.
yesterday sister repeated her elitist mindset again, reminding me that we come from the top 10% of singapore's schools, hence the pay we receive should reflect that effort we made when we were young. University days were fun no doubt, but it brought me back to reality that i am not that academically inclined as i thought i was. I mean, so what if i come from top 10 sec sch and top 5 JC ? i've plenty of friends who come from less prestigious schools and yet graduate with 2nd upper or even 1st class honours.
come to think of it, i think my diligence declined exponentially with age. i used to be pretty hardworking, not satisfied until i solve all homework.
as i grow older, i begin to place less emphasis on work and more emphasis on fun and play. even for my fyp thesis, many friends started long ago and i have only completed my introduction 2 days ago.
HOW CAN I FIND THE DILIGENCE AND MOTIVATION BACK INTO MY LIFE ????

Sunday, March 7, 2010

杞人忧天

一个博客基本上是一本日记, 记载着生活里的点点滴滴. 我的博客收录了我内心的想法, 有些话说出来怕惹人笑, 但收藏在心里又闷闷的好不舒服.
说起我最近的日子吧. 拖了很久, 终于开始写 FYP 了. 这是大学的最后一份作业, 也是最具代表性的. 朋友们都在讨论 FYP 做的如何如何, 而每个人都是对它又爱又恨.
当然, 除了 FYP 就是找工作了. 有好多朋友都去了面试, 而我却还在等. 和别人相比之下, 我总是觉得自己有许多不如的地方. 看来我对我自己有一定程度的失望.
检讨自己, 我想不到自己有何强项. 学业成绩不佳, 课外活动也没几个, 领导经验更不用说...等于零. 我现在虽相信我一定找到工, 但我在工作上的表现会是如何呢? 会步步高升, 还是被老板骂到一文不值?
我恨不得能尽快消除脑海里这乱七八糟的想法, 开心的过每一分钟, 别再杞人忧天了