seeing that i have many friends being invited for interviews, i can't help but feel sad. especially when friends go for prestigious jobs like management trainees or jobs in dsta, i will feel envious and question my own ability.
yesterday sister repeated her elitist mindset again, reminding me that we come from the top 10% of singapore's schools, hence the pay we receive should reflect that effort we made when we were young. University days were fun no doubt, but it brought me back to reality that i am not that academically inclined as i thought i was. I mean, so what if i come from top 10 sec sch and top 5 JC ? i've plenty of friends who come from less prestigious schools and yet graduate with 2nd upper or even 1st class honours.
come to think of it, i think my diligence declined exponentially with age. i used to be pretty hardworking, not satisfied until i solve all homework.
as i grow older, i begin to place less emphasis on work and more emphasis on fun and play. even for my fyp thesis, many friends started long ago and i have only completed my introduction 2 days ago.
HOW CAN I FIND THE DILIGENCE AND MOTIVATION BACK INTO MY LIFE ????
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